Posted: 12/6/2011
Zac:
It was a wet and muggy night at the market; tourists and Thais navigating the crowded maze of tent shops. Everyone ducking in and out, busily negotiating deals over their “name brand” merchandise.
As we entered, Becky mentioned that we’d stop and invite some people she often visits, to join us for an upcoming dinner at the Life Center. She explained that each is blind or crippled in some way and Buddhists believe this is because of sins from a past life. For this reason, these people sit in the market alone and are almost entirely ignored.
We approached the first man and the biggest toothless grin came across his face as Becky greeted him by name. As she spoke with him I noticed a few things.
- The first is that he was missing his hands as he wai’d us with his two stubs.
- Secondly I noted – that a foreigner would leave family, friends, and the comforts of North America and go to the trouble of learning one of the most difficult languages on earth, so that she could reach the Thai people with the love of Jesus…that is quite beautiful.
- Thirdly, shame and a deep sadness flooded over me when I realized I was worried about what people might be thinking as they took notice of us. I felt like we were making a scene and I hoped they didn’t think we were doing it for attention. I’m sure Jesus didn’t give a rip about what others thought as he showed love to those the world had rejected. Pushing these ridiculous worries aside, I moved in closer, imagining it was just us and this small man.
As we met each of these beautiful people God had created, people whose faces lit up as Becky sat with them, people who in Thai culture are the rejected and ignored, my heart broke, my eyes filled with tears. If you are looking for ways to pray for us as we’re here in Thailand, please pray that God will take over our hearts completely and never let them become hardened or complacent.
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